someone said to me in his short message

why,viva ? what did i do to you wrong?
why do you let me down like this ?
you wish kenta to get back you, later marrying you, and live wonderful life forever?
ooh so dramatic, but frankly speaking RIDDICULOUS !
THAT is never gonna be happen, TRUST ME.
why you can’t face the REAL truth ?
you’re just too NAIVE viva, stop day dreaming already, he’s not so that into you, believe me.
sorry for talking hard like this, but if only you to know how i really care about you

i dont know what to reply. how wicked i am. i just cannot to think. i love him as everyone already knows. though everything has into a memory, it’s not that simple to open the lock again to another. this is not kind of a game that you can easy to change the player if one of them going die. for me it is an IDEALISM