praying

I never felt as clam as this, after he left to go

    no more worries

    no more fears

    no more crying

I am submitting to ALLAH
surrender everything to the gods, including this relationship
thanks god

all i can do is only trying and praying
pray the best for me and him

pray that this relationship will never end
and I believe that god has his own way to realize my prayer
whatever it is, it is definitely the best

hopefully this is our learning to become better, to then be reunited into a better person
and I want to love him because ALLAH 
who give love in our hearts
who will keep this embers of love in our hearts each other

i love ALLAH
and i love kenta because of him